I don’t know how much more I can take. I have never felt so unloved in all my life. True, he buys the groceries…only what he wants. If I ask for something, he asks why I need it. But, when his dad picks him up from work, which is 99% of the time, they go eat breakfast. If I see something I would like to eat for breakfast, he tells me, I have food at the house.
If his parents need money, or cook something, they get the money first, and the food gets eaten before anything I fix does. I know you’re supposed to love your parents and honor them, but when a person is almost 36 years old, it’s time to be on their own.
He has his dad pay his credit card bills for him. He gets the money order and gives it to his dad to mail off. He buys food for his dad to cook for at work, but when I want something for the house, he hesitates. I have to remind him that there are other people besides him or me living there. I have children. I am praying so hard that I can get ahead financially. Just when I think I am, boom….I’m overdrawn.
He has told me I’m a failure as a mother. My daughter is a failure in his sight. I’m lazy. I have medical problems….but can’t afford to have them dealt with. They tend to wear me out dealing with the pain sometimes.
I am praying so hard….I wish I had a fairy godmother like Cinderella.
I already do all the cleaning, except his laundry. Everything else, I do. IF his dad doesn’t cook for us, as far as lunches for work (he and I both work at the same place, same shift), he will ask me what am I going to fix. He NEVER offers to fix something. And when I do fix something for us, his dad does too and that wins out.
I’m about ready to give up!!! I have never deplored someone so much. God please send and angel or something to help me!!!